Currently Listening O By Damien Rice see related

WOW... is honestly all that i can think right now....

Currently Listening A Walk to Remember By Original Soundtrack see related

sorry the last post was so depressing, things are better.. God knows what hes doing with my life sooo... there we go (:

tomorrow i take senior pictures!!!! ahhh thats crazy. pick up my LAST schedual. dang thats exciting! (: im SOOOO ready for my senior year.

school will be starting aug 10th.. summer is almost over. : (

tonight was fun, but i was tortured many times...

i wasnt letting go of drews leg for anything.. haha

not much to say... my kidney hurts so im going to bed. goooodnight :)

always love - sarah elaine

i hate the feeling i have everynight before i go to bed. its this emptyness that wont go away. i hate the fact that ill never be able to trust another boy with my heart.. ive tired, but i just can't..

i really do a good job of covering up my unhappiness, but im so sick of it.

i hate the fact that i know how love feels.. but i cannot experience it or feel it. its like a tease and it suuuuuuuuuuucks.

im tired of hurting..

im tired of being alone..

im tired of crying myself to sleep..

note to self : never fall in love. ever again.

sorry so depressing. i just had to let it out.

- sarah

Currently Listening Aha Shake Heartbreak By Kings of Leon see related

lately all ive been thinking about is whats left of highschool.. its the beginning of the last of everything. then its time to start all over. i have no idea where ill be going to college. i dont even know where to begin to look and thats a scary thought.

today i went through many old pictures of middle school and high school, it brought back soooo many memories. its crazy how times flys by so fast. it made me miss the olds times. :(

my sister is in a movie.. shes a dancer. she had to cut her hair and dye it brown, looks very different but i like it. (: i stayed in shreveport for a few days.. and i got to go on the set of the movie with her. it was crazy but really neat. she got her hair done in a tralor on the set. it was cool.

 before..

 after.. (:

anyway.. leave me comments.. haha xanga sucks now.

always love - sarah elaine. (:

Currently Listening Try! John Mayer Trio Live in Concert By John Mayer Trio see related

drill team camp all week  ='s NO FUN for Sarah!

i cannot believe my senior year has come.. its crazy/scary and sad to think about.

 i have mixed emotions about life... somedays i want to be FAR FAR away and sometimes i 

dont wanna even think about leaving texarkana, family, friends, or anything here.

i honestly dont know what id do without friends and family.. its scary to think about. 

this song explains how i feel right now.......

The Fray - Fall Away

You swear you recall nothing at all
That could make you come back down
You made up your mind to leave it all behind
Now you're forced to fight it out

You fall away from your past
But it's following you

You left something undone, it's now your rerun
It's the one you can't erase
You should have made it right, so you wouldn't have to fight
To put a smile back on your face

You fall away from your past
But it's following you
You fall away

Something I've done that I can't outrun
Maybe you should wait maybe you should run
But there's something you've said that can't be undone

And you fall away from your past
But It's following you

You fall away
It's following you

always love - sarah elaine.